Morning Habit

For two consecutive mornings, I feel like I was chasing a horse as I ran so very fast just to catch up with the mrt. As soon as the indicator posted “Pasir Ris: 1 min”, I quickly panic and run my breath for the train. And everytime I do that, I feel like the things are changing around me. From a corporate attire, I imagine myself running on a race, on my best rubber shoes attire. I can also imagine the train door with a ribbon while it’s widely open and I pass through it feeling like a champ. Wow! My morning fantasy is brightening up my day. And I never fail on that. I mean, I always beat that 1-min approaching-train. I feel good doing that you know. It thrills me. A good morning stimulant I must say. Only that I need water for my dry throat.

I’m still a bit bored in my office. And today I think it will be worse because our network is down. I can’t even open network files! Internet’s what keeps me somehow alive everyday and now that it’s temporarily unavailable, I don’t know how to end this day. Sometimes I feel more stressed doing nothing. It’s kind of an odd feeling but I think it’s possible. I’d rather get occupied with office works while in the office than fly my mind somewhere else and worry too much with things that’s just about to happen. For me, idleness just activates my switch to prejudices.