Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Boredom Part 2

My blog must be so thankful as my boredom makes me write and write even more...I'm about to end my Tuesday and as I looked back what I have done earlier today, I realized it's not that boring though, until just now. Maybe because I really have nothing to do as of this time since it's way past office hours and I'm just waiting for my friends to finish their class til 9pm and finally go home.

But I don't know. I still feel so low. But headache is just the same, whether you got it because of overwork or just doing nothing at all, the pain is very much similar. Oh wait...why don't I trace where my boredom starts...

1. My Work
Yeah I guess so. I don't feel like working anymore, though I still have my concern with my classes. But the "other" work aside from teaching load, nah. I just had enough I guess.

2. The People
Oh! Maybe the people...yes...the people...the phonies. I know I can live without them. But I just couldn't stand what the heck is happening now. Dog eat dog is getting obvious. I wish I could do something at least, for myself. Pero konting tiis na lang delpoy...

3. The Place
Maybe...maybe not...or should I say yes it is. No need to explain.

4. Me and Myself
I guess it's really me. My heart's flying somewhere else. I'm excited to leave but I hope I can ease out as smoothly as possible. How I wish.

I don't want to get bored anymore. Sometimes there are so many things playing on my mind, good and bad and when I could not help it anymore, I'd give in to what is not so right to do. You see, my boredom just makes me a worse sinner.

Pero buti na lang, my friend Naida was able to read my blog and that gave me a smile, especially when she felt what I am writing here. Thanks friend. You're a one-in-a-million.

Wishing a good day tomorrow. Til then.

Monday, October 24, 2005

I'm Writing out of my Boredom

My God, I could not believe this! Staring at my monitor, swinging my defective ergonomic chair, reading old book and loitering...Wow! That's not me at all until today. I'm not this type of person. I don't want to keep myself on idle mode.

Can you imagine how someone is being occupied with vast emptiness? That's what I feel now. Or at least, the idea of being on that state. Well I guess, I have to be thankful though because it's my boredom that made me write my blog again.

And I guess my muscle pains, sprains and all add to my inactiveness today. I played badminton every Sunday with my friends and yesterday was not a good play for me because I sprained by left heel.

Oh well, gotta go back to work...or should I say to nothing.